I have a vagina and you think you have some sort of entitlement to it. I have breasts, does that mean I am just an object to be pressed on when you feel like it.
I walk on egg shells because I fear I might trigger you by just being who I am. I don’t look like you, so I am not human? Or you act inhuman.
I don’t have feelings. I can’t stand for myself. But, you can. Even if I want to. You try to bring me down.
You push my spirit into darkness. Beat my confidence down. Snatch away my dignity. Rape me of respect. No remorse. No shame. What is your aim?
You try to Control me. Suffocation beyond what the bones beneath my skin can take. They are broken into pieces. From strong gripping and twisting.
The hair on my head has become a way for you to cause me pain. The belt on your waist knows what my flesh taste like. My teeth falls like raindrops from the sky from the hard blows that meets it. Breaking it from that which gives it strength to stand strong. Sometimes, my eyes are so swollen that I think I bleed red from my eyes. Sleepless nights are uncountable.
If I let you break my spirit. I will have nothing left of me. Though, you try so hard to take the only thing I have left. But, you won’t succeed. And for every deed, I will strike back. I will regain my flesh. Build my soul. Come out of the darkness. Even if you don’t confess. I will see light. Seek might and win the fight.
Written by Grace balogun
excellent work grace
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Thanks ganesh.
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This is fantastic!!! Such an emotional poem. I love the ending, the hope, her struggle and her determination! Brilliant work, well done
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Thank you so much. I didn’t want to end the poem with not inspiring women to come out of such suffering. Even though you go through so much. You should fight back. Get justice. Don’t give up hope. Don’t get use to it. Don’t lose yourself. Because that’s all that matters. Women must stand up for themselves. In this situation, it is very important that women fight back. Don’t settle. I appreciate the fact that you saw exactly what I was trying to inspire. Hope to keep inspiring people.
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Yes. That is exactly the message that came across! I am sure you will keep inspiring people with this post. Well done on tackling such a difficult with such empathy and feeling. I have not myself been through an abusive relationship but I know women who have. Thank you so much for posting
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It’s am honour. God bless.
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I just wish you wouldn’t meet such menace… bite back I say.
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Well I have been through such so I know how it feels. And it’s what inspired me to write about it. Basically it’s only made me stronger as a person and as a woman.
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A woman’s prayer for strength and determination ~ Very relevant and fitting in today’s world ~
Thanks for joining us and hope to see you in our future challenges ~
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Yes. Thank you so much. I hope to be around too.
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I could taste the blood and salt from the tears…
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Yes. It’s a lot to go through being a woman. And women need inspiration to fight back. To stand up for themselves. Thank you for your comment
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This is incredibly evocative.. you give voice to the injustice which every woman faces in our world. My only prayer is for it to stop..
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Yes. Thanks for your comment. My prayer too. It’s a hard world for us women.
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Excellent! Keep on your good work of giving voice to the injustice that women face and the courage to fight back against it.
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Thanks a lot. 🙂
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Wow this was really touching. I really felt this.. 😞😞
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Thanks. It’s a very emotional topic. Something that most people run away from the idea of being vulnerable when talking about it.
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Great poem, Grace 🙂
Very inspirational.
Mo-hugs
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Thank you babe. 🙂 ❤
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I am so very sorry that you had to go through this! Your poem speaks your heart in a touching way! Thank you for your honesty and for dealing with such a horrible topic but a very important one!
Blessings to you!
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Thanks. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. God bless. Thanks for stopping by. ❤
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Hi, Grace.
Thanks for following my blog. It is much appreciated.
Best wishes, Pete.
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You welcome. 😁
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Reblogged this on The Militant Negro™.
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Thanks a lot. 😍😍😍😍😍
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You’re a brave woman, Grace. I hope your words inspire others.
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Thanks. I hope so too. 😊😊😊
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I feel for you! Because it’s written so emotionally and I can feel the pain, does that mean this really happened. A lot of what you wrote has happened to me, so I can totally connect, unfortunately! And yes, we women need to stand tall, be bold, love ourselves, no matter what, be strong, be assertive and truly look after ourselves!!! 🙂
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Yeah. It’s sad bt we hv to be all that you stated above. I’m glad you shared your story with me. 😘
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Brilliant! This is powerful! You go girl! Xx
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